At one point, I looked forward to writing a report on my actions, intentions and results.  Not so much now.  I had a huge failure when it came time to move.  I lost most of my sense of personal power as I entered fear, anger and great effort.  I believe it was a colossal waste of time.

Perhaps Robin shared his gifts to escape his pain, or lessen it.

Is that what I am doing?  Is my life’s work and focus resisting something about myself?  I do believe that I must share my gifts to lessen my pain.  However, I believe that instead of escaping my pain, I face it head on by accepting myself in sharing my gifts.  Am I fooling myself?